Day 20: The one that broke your heart the hardest

To be honest, I do not know who to apply this letter to if anyone really. I've been hurt before, even lied to but, I cannot say that I've been broken. I thought at one point in my life I was but, now that I have more experience, I just realize I was more disappointed if anything. Although disappointment is a factor to a broken heart, there is a lot more involved in which I have not subjected myself to rather, allowed myself to, if you want to say it that way. I've seen heartbreak, I've seen how it effects people & I know it's something that I should experience but, I want to be one of the lucky ones I guess. One of the ones who just can find imperfect perfection & be happy. I know that may not happen & it may catch up with me sooner or later so, at least I'm not oblivious to the fact that it probably will happen & when it does, it's going to catch me like a whirlwind, just like it does everyone else.....