I often think that I have everyone in my life that I want to meet. I feel like if I need to meet anyone else in my life, I will in due time. I have my family, I have a great group of friends, I still have the significant other spot open but, like I said, I will meet him in due time.
So, I guess the only person I wish to meet is myself in 5 years. It's funny because when you are in middle or high school you write those letters to yourself. You know, the ones in English class that you wrote to yourself in 10 years. Well, I'm not sure where my letters are but, I know for sure I'm not who I thought I was going to be. The best thing is I may not be married with 2, 3 kids if I have to but, I have found myself & I think that is the best thing about having to been single for so long. I know myself, I know what I like & what I do not but, I do not know where I want to be. Life has happened, it hasn't really got in my way at all, I just have lost where I was going. Not that life isn't suppose to happen, it is the only definite thing that will move on if you want it to or not.
I have set some pretty bold goals for myself by the time I'm 31. I just realized the other day that it's 5 years away & I started to freak out. But, my best friend is to good to me & made me come back down to reality & realize I can't live off of plans anymore, I more have to live off the flow of life & if my plan happens to work, then awesome if not, then my cards just weren't dealt that way.
I know it's kind of a bummer that there isn't anyone I wish I could meet other then myself however in the words of Dave Matthews, what I want is what I've not got but, what I need, is all around me.
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